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Sep. 24th, 2007

03:08 pm - i'm moving over to the myspace area

ok so i figured i'd let you all know that i'm alive and its been a while since i've said anything.....but  i've noticed these days that the myspace trend is becoming more and more popular.... so i figured i'd make myself one and move over there to chat with some of the friends i chat with on here and that i've met while being here in ohio.... so if you'd like to add me over there its www.myspace.com/nataliemarie422 feel free to look me up and add me over there.... hope to hear from some of you again soon.....

Current Mood: creativecreative

Apr. 23rd, 2006

04:05 am - yes im alive

yes im still alive.... i'll update more later right now im on my way to bed from my night out...



and i must say "Silent Hill" kicks ass... it was the best horror movie i've seen in a long while... i recommend seeing it... its well worth it

Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted

Oct. 1st, 2005

10:59 pm - scared

well im going to the doctor on monday to find out my fate... i dont know really whats going to happen... im scared... but at the same time i dont have symptoms of early pregnancy and i dont feel pregnant... i was talking to some people and i've heard them say they just felt pregnant and just knew... i dont feel that way so i dont know whats going on... im hoping that its just the pill i started taking... so i dont know...

i feel so bad for not updating this more often and not commenting to my friends more often... except i shy away from commenting too often cause i dont want them to think im constantly having to comment or something... i dont know i guess im just a shy quiet girl... right now i just have too much on my mind to really update more... so i think i just need to get off here and maybe go to sleep...

well wish me luck at the doctors monday...

Current Mood: scaredscared

Sep. 20th, 2005

10:06 pm - im so dumb

so i've got tons of things on my mind stressing me out...... one huge problem is this..... i began taking birth control pills around the 29th of august.... a couple weeks later i messed around with this guy .....no sex penetration just heavy messing around...... well the following week i hurt a bit like when you know your period is right around the corner...... well this week i should be on my period and low and behold i havent started...... i've been cramping and hurting in my back like my period is going to start..... but nothings happening and well im getting a bit freaked out here.....

i cant really say what im thinking and feeling right now..... its crazy.... i guess i just need someone to talk to and well i cant talk to my parents cause im afraid of how they'd look at me with disappointment in their eyes..... or just being mad at me for making one big mistake in my life.... and i dont really have many friends..... so i dont know....... guess im just scared right now cause i was soo stupid.....

Current Mood: nervousnervous

Aug. 24th, 2005

07:38 pm - signs signs see what they've done to me

wow im still alive.... its been a while without the net service here at my new place... but im not officially back online... im thinking of joining a gym just cause i'd like to be in better shape... i am in no means over weight i'd just like to lose a few pounds and fit into some clothes that i cant wear anymore... my biggest problem is i consume way too much "pepsi" or "coke".... and that really puts unwanted pounds onto the body... and my other big problem is i go all day without eating then eat at a late hour in the evening and dont really do anything to burn those calories off.... so i just need to join a gym... i think it'd give me more energy and make me feel better...

school is going good.... i just hope to get summer quarter over with so that i can pick up more hours at work.... due to weird scheduling conflicts i had to drop some hours at work and well that just sucked... so hopefully now i can pick those hours back up.... especially since some of the girls quit to go back to high school... so we kind of need the employment power right now...

life situations are going better than before.... me and things with that boy are still weird... guess that tells you that you shouldnt mess around with someone unless they are mature about it... and you'd think a 24 year old guy would be mature about casual sex... but noooooo he wasnt... big dork he was... oh well one day i will find a boy who will fall in love with me and we'll live happily ever after.... one day it will come....

Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished

Aug. 10th, 2005

03:38 pm - short update

im soo soo sad right now i just cant explain it.... theres a lot of personal stuff going on and its really weird time for me right now....

im sorry i've neglected updating in a bit.... i dont have internet at my new apartment just yet.... they're supposed to be coming next tuesday to hook my rr up......so for now im updating at my old roommates place.... i'll be sure to update more when im on my own time....but for now i need to go and get ready for class tonight :( ick...

Current Mood: sadsad

Jul. 23rd, 2005

04:57 pm - i gots dance fever running through my veins

so i finally got most of my stuff unpacked.... what a job that was... but im glad that its mostly done... i didnt really get to do alot this week that i really wanted to... but oh well theres still time... work has been going better.... i havent wanted to kick as many people here lately... lol thats a good thing... i was supposed to go see "the devils rejects" last night but my friends flaked out on me..... i think im going to go see it tonight all by myself....

school has been going really fun... the stories that the surgical students tell are extremely interesting... and yet scary when you think about it... i dont think i'd want to donate my body to science... just something about that scares me.... maybe its the fact of taking biology class that got to me... i dont know...

relationship stuff is still all weird.... i couldnt tell you whats going on there.... that guy i mentioned before totally turned weird on me... i called him and asked him realistically where it was going.... and he responded with "i dont know".... i think i just need a vacation.... hopefully soon i get one...

Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: HIM--when love and death embrace

Jul. 14th, 2005

04:45 pm - heads will roll

class was kind of lame today... biology class just seemed like it was going on forever and ever... i dont like the lecture part as much as the hands on parts of the labs.... those are wicked cool... as i explained earlier i wasnt sure if i could handle the cadavers but it seemed to be a pretty neat experience to learn about the human body.... i just dont think i'd want to be one of those people whom donate their bodies to science classes.... some of the nursing students and medical field students have shared stories over lunch time on what goes on in class... lol


things have been pretty cool around the apartment..... im still unpacking things but hopefully by the weekend i'll be able to unpack it all and arrange everything.... i actually had an icky day at work just dealing with stupid girls that come in there.... i just wanted to kick them... but of course i took the high road and didnt kick any of them... even though i wanted to soo bad...

my personal life is kind of odd... i really like this guy and he knows i like him... yet it just doesnt seem like its going to work out... we've been out a few times and hes really nice but i dunno what the deal is... its just hard to assume something when you dont know anything to begin with.... i dont know...

well im off to unpack and maybe play a little video games.... where i can kick people and not get in trouble.... hehehe =)

Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: motley crue--without you

Jun. 20th, 2005

09:31 pm - twirling like a zombie

so as i said a longer update later..... well now im updating lol.... anyway things are cool.....i went and seen batman begins over the weekend.... it was different i must say.... it didnt focus a whole lot on "batman" as much as it did bruce wayne.... which was kind of cool it gave people a chance to see how he became batman..... and why he chose that as his persona.....

school has been fun.... working with the dead bodies has been interesting.... peeling off their chest cavaties and looking at their insides is a bit strange.... at first i wasnt sure i could handle it.... but i've been a trooper about it.... we got to look at an actual human brain in a jar... that was weird...


work has been going ok....except for the young two girls that i'd like to kick..... they're just so rude and snotty and think they're the ultimate judges on everything..... it drives me up the wall when they do that stuff.... but for now i need this job until i can find me a better one.... i have to pay for my car somehow and this new apartment......

the new place is going good......im not used to the silence but at times i rather like it...... i still have boxes sitting around everywhere..... hopefully one day i'll be able to go through them and sort them.... fun fun.... thats about all thats really happening these days and times..... just a bunch of random things....

Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: rob zombie-- house of a 1000 corpses

Jun. 12th, 2005

03:05 pm - boy o boy

i know they've got a dark twisted sense of humor.......but that wasnt the right kind of joke to be playing on type o fans.....especially since he was sick there for a while and cancelled touring due to it......


a longer update later.......lol

Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: type o negative--black no. 1

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